Well my 9th grade education tells me you are. I'm pretty stupid but I'd humor you, no shame in loosing to a car that the "bolt ons" alone cost more than my entire car.
Dude, you are way too hard on yourself. Start telling yourself you're smart. Sorry, it just bothers me when people run themselves down. Look at fricken Hitlary Rotten Clinton. She should be in prison and has a whole bunch of people she should be president. I'm not saying you should be like her, but you get my point.